tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62447283494668010912023-12-10T15:52:22.458-08:00whoa, jamie<i>et dans la matinée aussi, je te veux</i>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.comBlogger777125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-18214172736641100042012-07-06T11:50:00.001-07:002012-07-06T11:50:30.626-07:00answering questions like what is this story really about and having her teach me about african american mysticism, rolling out of bed wrapped in the covers and burning eyes can't even open them sneezing on my knees on the hard floor breath to heaven and drudging off to the toilet. shrugging my shoulders sayin' i don't know all the time i don't know i don't know yes, i'll come sit with you and keep you company sit close on the sofa come close i want to read you something oh heaven oh breath i don't know i don't know and all paragraphs ever written a large sweeping i don't know.jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-29041018886585158532012-07-03T19:31:00.002-07:002012-07-03T19:31:55.146-07:00and don't be sorry<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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"deni is meanwhile very busy tellin me what a mess i've made of my life but i've heard that from everybody coast to coast and i dont care generally and i dont care tonight and this is my way of doing and saying things."</div>
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-jack kerouac, <i>lonesome traveler</i></div>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-31702746324520667832012-07-03T14:39:00.002-07:002012-07-03T14:39:51.334-07:00my dinner, dress, associates, looks, business, compliments, dues,<br />
the real or fancied indifference of some man or woman i love,<br />
the sickness of one of my folks - or of myself... or ill-doing...<br />
or loss or lack of money... or depressions or exaltations,<br />
they come to me days and nights and go from me again,<br />
but they are not the Me myself.<br />
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-<i>leaves of grass</i>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-44458793830319990572012-07-02T09:57:00.002-07:002012-07-02T09:57:46.767-07:00let me tell you something, baby brother"our girlhood was spent like a found nickel on you. when you slept, we were quiet; when you were hungry, we cooked; when you wanted to play, we entertained you; and when you got grown enough to know the difference between a woman and a two-toned ford, everything in this house stopped for you. you have yet to wash your own underwear, spread a bed, wipe the ring from your tub, or move a fleck of dirt from one place to another. and to this day, you have never asked one of us if we were tired, or sad, or wanted a cup of coffee. you've never picked up anything heavier than your own feet, or solved a problem harder than fourth-grade arithmetic. where do you get the right to decide our lives? i'll tell you where. from that hog's gut that hangs down between your legs. well, let me tell you something, baby brother: you will need more than that. i don't know where you will get it or who will give it to you, but mark my words, you will need more than that."<br />
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-<i>song of solomon</i>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-73853964621814403262012-06-29T16:20:00.000-07:002012-06-29T16:20:05.067-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br />jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-30891403068727403982012-06-29T15:58:00.002-07:002012-06-29T15:58:48.074-07:00<span style="font-size: large;">"no one knows how greatness comes to a man. it may lie in his blackness, sleeping, or it may lance into him like those driven fiery particles from outer space. these things, however, are known about greatness: need gives it life and puts it in action, it never comes without pain; it leaves a man changed, chastened, and exalted at the same time - he can never return to simplicity." </span><br />
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-sweet thursdayjamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-81317755718506744652012-06-29T13:05:00.001-07:002012-06-29T13:05:08.047-07:00rue cambon, 1937<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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jean cocteau sketching elizabeth gibbons</div>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-45006666282828230302012-06-29T12:58:00.000-07:002012-06-29T12:58:37.350-07:00<span style="font-size: large;">"i know you don't intend to make it more difficult for me. but it's my place to suffer for my children," she said. "i can bear it." </span><br />
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- the sound and the furyjamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-8990013324248122592012-06-26T09:36:00.001-07:002012-06-26T09:36:34.214-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br />jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-88025651367613315672012-06-25T20:48:00.002-07:002012-06-25T20:48:25.360-07:00<span style="font-size: x-large;">it occurs to me that i am America</span>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-89491728503822141612012-05-03T08:17:00.001-07:002012-05-03T08:17:10.977-07:00stamp collector"i love people. everybody. i love them, i think, as a stamp collector loves his collection. every story, every incident, every bit of conversation is raw material for me. my love's not impersonal yet not wholly subjective either. i would like to be everyone, a cripple, a dying man, a whore, and then come back to write about my thoughts, my emotions, as that person. but i am not omniscient. i have my life to live, and it is the only one i'll ever have."<br />
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-sylvia plath, journalsjamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-70168528634984588642012-04-26T09:59:00.001-07:002012-04-26T10:00:07.898-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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canon ae-1, kodak<br />
santa cruz, ca<br />
april 2012jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-18641470052662192842012-04-23T20:17:00.001-07:002012-04-23T20:17:31.672-07:00what they wanted"But it was Fauna's conviction, born out of long experience, that most people, one, did not know what they wanted; two, did not know how to go about getting it; and three, didn't know when they had it."<br />
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-Sweet Thursday, John Steinbeckjamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-89673690119098523672012-04-19T10:53:00.000-07:002012-04-19T10:54:17.939-07:00<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4B2LvO0TwBWhh7zPX4YgiE7hV0KudXTaR-IG5oUzLhRtp2K7y-CmYcWneT3nZbnWZkMSfIFV3snX5s5Bjwyyx78Gqk2V_WyoA6d3uOGUu_3zlU0c01-CpuStEckrVLENSEh4_2I2RGEQ/s1600/4856932448_ba4d366189_z_large.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 166px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4B2LvO0TwBWhh7zPX4YgiE7hV0KudXTaR-IG5oUzLhRtp2K7y-CmYcWneT3nZbnWZkMSfIFV3snX5s5Bjwyyx78Gqk2V_WyoA6d3uOGUu_3zlU0c01-CpuStEckrVLENSEh4_2I2RGEQ/s400/4856932448_ba4d366189_z_large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5733171670119816402" /></a>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-80669340842537436482012-04-19T08:39:00.002-07:002012-04-19T08:43:42.524-07:00it's long desert stretches that <div>i want for.</div><div>adobe houses and horses</div><div>some leftover los angelean/santa fe</div><div>replica cheap art and lonely hotel</div><div>house on a frontier-stead </div><div>whizzing in my head</div><div>all orangey and dusky and</div><div>full of heavy odor</div><div>things of death and danger</div><div>and romance.</div><div>weary.</div><div>vignette.</div><div>repose.</div><div>sweep on down across the west</div><div>and on into the deep green of a </div><div>tennessee williams louisiana.</div><div>pearls and goodbye kisses,</div><div>lace, a cream colored cheek and</div><div>so long. </div><div>for the story written down. </div><div>my womanly, southern heart.</div><div>goodbye out west,</div><div>so long. </div>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-58171972376491644742012-03-30T08:35:00.000-07:002012-03-30T08:38:01.044-07:00<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5KaK7wgf9__TcClAWhzTJncBiSuyfn5BOJRbscm_8iS7Zr6nXmNSFvECretI0dozJpZ4ok1A-1i2eewWwQiLSHj5b3Arza9GYrwAXrIKKSFenCtlQdSqvmnCezopiFH-MS-3OCHH6AJE/s1600/jules.jpg"><img style="display:block; 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margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 280px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgOAUcsg886_pySlXk6JS_XuG0JrRcRTc81-tp1i7e-Tmfnio1lMBLkGb-fxOpNJl0XziiO1EsEvA_5-PoQrjO88lnB6iImO2Uhn35O0X8lXiWCX0CRrihmJFHeBNFmHd6K__M7Q3_x8cA/s400/girl+with+trumpet.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5725714816973965218" /></a>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-63322515218872875512012-03-30T06:48:00.003-07:002012-03-30T06:55:29.255-07:00forever and ever and ever"one of the strange things about living in the world is that it is only now and then one is quite sure one is going to live forever and ever and ever. one knows it sometimes when one gets up at the tender solemn dawn-time and goes out and stands alone and throws one's head far back and looks up and watches the pale sky slowly changing and flushing and marvelous unknown things happening until the east almost makes one cry out and one's heart stands still at the strange unchanging majesty of the rising sun - which has been happening every morning for thousands and thousands of years. one knows it then for a moment or so. and one knows it sometimes when one stands by oneself in a wood at sunset and the mysterious deep gold stillness slanting through and under the branches seems to be saying slowly again and again something one cannot quite hear, however much one tries. then sometimes the immense quiet of the dark blue at night with millions of stars waiting and watching makes one sure; and sometimes a sound of far-off music makes it true; and sometimes a look in someone's eyes."<div><br /></div><div>-the secret garden</div>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-63332829367788521302012-03-29T07:12:00.000-07:002012-03-29T07:14:29.936-07:00toujours et toujours<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPw6xT260QIzHSoZ37emt53hKWH2RVUu156KRPAQpA3Xbbces3MRJeRR-7V4O_OJ07ZaeXdAoRl_2seLVjLcaayRtyOHUr2pFLq-TOhKZUfD-FxNy97kaICAzlrxz6vlkmTHmTYWM3MOE/s1600/moijetaime.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 302px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPw6xT260QIzHSoZ37emt53hKWH2RVUu156KRPAQpA3Xbbces3MRJeRR-7V4O_OJ07ZaeXdAoRl_2seLVjLcaayRtyOHUr2pFLq-TOhKZUfD-FxNy97kaICAzlrxz6vlkmTHmTYWM3MOE/s400/moijetaime.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5725322151155459154" /></a>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-76113768425174509492012-03-29T07:07:00.000-07:002012-03-29T07:08:14.036-07:00quite contrary<span >"might i have a bit of earth?"</span><div style="font-size: 100%; "><br /></div><div style="font-size: 100%; ">-mary, the secret garden</div>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-28517890413704039682012-03-21T14:31:00.001-07:002012-03-21T14:34:47.891-07:00me, in college<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifBMS7_eMzfnraaMn6RypEdt5Y3bT-Fy8CyzWWDe_uEwFohye-oY1rT1YhRYmoNwU-_0ACYNujTo820S87MQHntuYUAGELMNx4YW9o_yxcKMreR1hyphenhyphenvrZBhlmYTJ_JiG9YR_rV1Vt4VVo/s1600/188_513710543360_56900976_31630689_5445_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifBMS7_eMzfnraaMn6RypEdt5Y3bT-Fy8CyzWWDe_uEwFohye-oY1rT1YhRYmoNwU-_0ACYNujTo820S87MQHntuYUAGELMNx4YW9o_yxcKMreR1hyphenhyphenvrZBhlmYTJ_JiG9YR_rV1Vt4VVo/s400/188_513710543360_56900976_31630689_5445_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5722466746604164370" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimvchJb0R_Xp6ZE8ZBUW7nkeaXMUDIY1OVITxpRrp8ABkAjfS7ghl4dWhDvb531WKNASzmip_Y_iHkiOs1ILHWcrCse2qpAEts4btcETUyEfGyzy4zcdlukJxu0QDHajNDJjNP2n3qiPw/s1600/4142_524698904041_201003337_31184784_3895571_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimvchJb0R_Xp6ZE8ZBUW7nkeaXMUDIY1OVITxpRrp8ABkAjfS7ghl4dWhDvb531WKNASzmip_Y_iHkiOs1ILHWcrCse2qpAEts4btcETUyEfGyzy4zcdlukJxu0QDHajNDJjNP2n3qiPw/s400/4142_524698904041_201003337_31184784_3895571_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5722466738955280258" /></a>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-40139823643155617622012-03-21T13:20:00.002-07:002012-03-21T13:21:23.922-07:00my utopia<span class="body" style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span >"human beings will be happier - not when they cure cancer or get to mars or eliminate racial prejudice or flush lake erie but when they find ways to inhabit primitive communities again. that's my utopia." </span></span><span style="font-size: 100%; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><br /></span><div><span class="body" style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span ><br /></span></span></div><div><span >-kurt vonnegut, jr.</span></div>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-25996580986176433712012-03-10T16:06:00.000-08:002012-03-10T16:07:19.388-08:00<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsxmOtyEewsgKNFWRI9nLUqOXiRgIlrMvSHTmzDmlKBBQMYqHG-xIgHlg5Lus9IF5KSLj88a_DlTstDvaRWSmYDhvNjUjtPc98-sg9C2vFbMzZzK2sAqPXgaNMVXL3f-KcmAGZWvB9BZQ/s1600/59860015.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsxmOtyEewsgKNFWRI9nLUqOXiRgIlrMvSHTmzDmlKBBQMYqHG-xIgHlg5Lus9IF5KSLj88a_DlTstDvaRWSmYDhvNjUjtPc98-sg9C2vFbMzZzK2sAqPXgaNMVXL3f-KcmAGZWvB9BZQ/s400/59860015.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5718424374146523346" /></a>jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06375595554947045550noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244728349466801091.post-12079671793159930142012-03-08T06:26:00.001-08:002012-03-08T06:29:05.263-08:00<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiNPeshNKG0xAU75oyiNCzkazNeph0FYlpgstuV4eLIxd3K9qYR2bzk9SglYC_EWSA0ulVy5FhPdPA6tVpiKHwUi1ZrFBd_XX0R6eD50QqNgyOuHxbfp8WIhR5yujq0_xQnJE4qRM3ICDY/s1600/54670010.JPG"><img style="display:block; 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