hamlet curse

i must ask

please be nice

because

i'm fragile

plagued by a

hamlet curse

for the last

long while

a curse of

inaction and

indecision and

now

choices and changes

so sudden

and rash

and things whirling

around my self

and suddenly

alone

and far away

and pain

i wish flying

away could be

some sort of

cure but all

things haunt you

wherever you go

and i have this

tiny hope

i have some little

thing in the back

of my mind

and it helps

me to get up

each day

i miss

so many things

i must ask

please be nice

and please

don't love

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