(yeah, it's like that)

the way we are to people is complicated.

and i like to run away.  you can't have

problems with people when they aren't

around.              that's a lie.

i want to be in europa right now. 

with.   amy and tobs.

like we live there, somewhere.

                    and there is happiness and

          no money and there is wallpaper

and its falling off and long walks in the

park and dark alleys behind theatres and

stage makeup and fuzzy curls around cheeks

and paper lanterns and cocktails and maybe

we'll have a bunny and maybe we'll go live in 

the bookstore.    the stories will fall into our

heads while we sleep and we'll wake up with 

prince's kisses on our cheeks.       and maybe.    

 shakespeare's ghost himself will come to spout 

sonnets to his own

                       ancient lover.