Saturday, January 29, 2011

can we have our ball back?

phenomenal woman

pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
i'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
but when i start to tell them,
the think i'm telling lies.
i say,
it's in the reach of my arms,
the span of my hips,
the stride of my step,
the curl of my lips.
i'm a woman
phenomenally.
phenomenal woman,
that's me.

i walk into a room
just as cool as you please,
and to a man,
the fellows stand or
fall down on their knees.
then they swarm around me,
a hive of honey bees.
i say,
it's the fire in my eyes,
and the flash of my teeth,
the swing of my waist,
and the joy in my feet.
i'm a woman
phenomenally.
phenomenal woman,
that's me.

men themselves have wondered
what they see in me.
they try so much
but they can't touch
my inner mystery.
when i try to show them,
they say they still can't see.
i say,
it's in the arch of my back,
the sun of my smile,
the ride of my breasts,
the grace of my style.
i'm a woman
phenomenally.
phenomenal woman,
that's me.

now you understand
just why my head's not bowed.
i don't shout or jump about
or have to talk real loud.
when you see me passing,
it ought to make you proud.
i say,
it's in the click of my heels,
the bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
the need for my care.
'cause i'm a woman
phenomenally.
phenomenal woman,
that's me.

-maya angelou

Thursday, January 27, 2011

one two three

late night whisper
conversations over
a wine glass sitting
at my feet and one
two three cigarettes
talking to myself i
don't have roommates
anymore they were
always on the porch
when i got home
we'd sit and talk and
chain smoke and say
things like how was
your day what did
you do how was work

then we'd talk about
our boyfriends and
how they were being
dumb or how they
were sweet they'd
tell me about their
classes and their
professors who
frustrate them or
administrators who
infuriate them or
their mentors who
love them i would
tell them about my
managers who
were mean or co
workers who were
funny or customers
who were rude and
we would vent and
laugh we could
talk we could talk
all night if we wanted
until one of us couldn't
stop yawning and
someone would say
i have to get up
early goodnight
goodnight goodnight

that's how it always
was when i had
roommates now i
come home and dad
always has a glass of
wine for me and when
everyone goes to bed
just sometimes i have
one two three cig
arettes and whisper
to myself.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

the soft animal of your body

you do not have to be good.
you do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert,
repenting.
you only have to let the soft animal
of your body love what it loves.
tell me about despair, yours
and i will tell you mine.
-mary oliver, wild geese