she was there

and i was so uncomfortable. she stirs the most awful feeling in my soul.

i'm shaking it off.

because i saw moni yesterday.

and i like her. and

she stirs the best feeling

in my soul.

even though life can be scary. with her,

we all know. its going to be o.k.

truth. & art. & hope.

& we're trying.

and that matters.

so we matter.