thursdays

impossible germany
gorgeous and alone
FACE to FACE
debaucherie. we.

spins, the good kind.
dances. oui.
& drunk texting to friends missed.
ouayyyyyy
& guitar solo.
& do you have that feeling?
i'm obsessed with my friends.
& i feel loved or desired.
no not desired. teased.
or not tease.
fuck.

we're sitting
i've lost my journal! Fuck.
his hairs cut oui.
i'm writing on scraps. how we
live
no. and things are looking up.
i really hope things
are looking up.

i want him, sex or
things. like.
music & lester bangs.

& in formation & lou reed & loux
( the future ) oh it can
wait.
golden gray. gold & grey.
ricochet ouaaaaay.
long ago i had a family.
i have a family. HOME.
it is here. & it is there SKYYEEE.

a rant, a scrambling, a hurry
oh, scribble! tell me, papa
tell me now!!!


- (dp, taylor)